I was involved the occult group Joy of Satan, and I dedicated my soul to Satan. I need Jesus! I want freedom!?
Posted on January 4th, 2010 by admin
I want my soul and my old religion back. I want my relationship with Jesus and God back. For 6 years, I have wondered from Catholicism (Christianity), and I burnt out. I dedicated my soul to Satan (worst mistake), and now I want it back. But I want peace, I just hope God and Jesus can forgive me… Please respond: I need some good Christian advice.
You already took a bite from the fruit of knowledge.. That is how I see it..
When you do that, you are left to your own and among your "cultmates" against the world’s elements. I do not think things will go back to how they were before you "dedicated your soul to Satan".. Things changed forever after that. It is like the end of innocence.
But yes, you can still decide to extricate yourself from Satan’s hold and go back to the arms of Jesus and His Church.. But honestly, I do not really get the point why you want to come back when you made the important decision of joining the occult group. I assumed that you joined it because you see serious flaws in the Church, and not because you want to experiment..
I cannot give you a "good Christian advice", only an advice.. If you want to come back to Jesus, then do so. If you are tired of Satan, then leave him. Whatever decision you make, things will not go back to where they were.. You have acquired experience and knowledge that will stay with you (be with you, imbedded in you, be part of you, "haunt" you) for the rest of your life.. No one can take that away from you.
Feedom is relative.. If you do something you are forced to do because society considers it a "good" thing, I can not really consider that as freedom.. Freedom, for me, is when you decide to put your faith in something, and stand up for that something no matter what.. I do not know what freedom is for you.
Whatever decision you make, you will need an unwavering strength and undaunted will to carry on..